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this is exactly how i feel about him too.

nano is going terribly. actually fuck my life.

yesterday wasn't nearly as bad as i thought it was going to be. i think last year and this year i think something awful will happen. but it won't .. because it already has. he is dead and nothing will change that, the worst has already happened. so i remembered and was sad and thought about the good times and then got on with it. in the end i got really drunk and had an awesome time with my friends. i feel guilty but know i shouldn't. life goes on and so do memories. so i'm okay. everything is okay. i guess at the end of the day we all come out of the other side when we don't expect to.



tomorrow i will hang out with my friend and chill and get supplies for halloween. can you guys tell me what the scariest films you have ever seen are? i need ideas.

i've always loved halloween and i don't even know why. maybe it's being someone else, or not being someone else. or maybe i just loved looking into other people's houses when i was little.






what are your plans for halloween this year?